Nostalgic november

Now My december once again.......... 

you

so here I'm blogging once again abt my life. It will be lame as other posts i dont care.Someone needs to speak up for me apparently my diary cant so here I'm penning down my thoughts. Even the weather in Chennai is so pleasant but not I. I hate myself to be like this dumb bored empty numb & having that one thought in mind that eats up every other thought in yew.

My modals are going on its high time I study but cant seem to sit with books nor completed my records or anything wrapped around din my blanket staying on the bed and music is what my life at present is.Know what its hard to trust anyone nowadays everyone seems selfish. Life shouldn't be like this so dull especially for a coll student even music sucks but somebody do speak in it its kinda good.Ppl dont sympathize me i hate it.

Nowadays I keep missing yew so much though I wanted to get over yew.Why the fuck?

Yo status msgs bugs me.That too thjose one's off late.I want to hi5 yo face. Its just gettin hard day by day.

I hate to be like this don't want this thing again in my life but I kinda have no other option.

Attitude?I got loads of them ppl call me for my attitude but why not over yew? Try to do something new but end up with nothing.Try for some fun and hurt yourself.Damn.

Do yo know how many times I came to fb to check out yo prof yo so called funny comments and videos and postings on others wall and conversation.I dont want to be like this but why still?I dont know I tried so many things but still.Not to mention those nights when yo cant get a wink all yo can do is think abt them even though yo dont want to.

Its funny yo know yo maintain limits with others who doesnt want to and yo want to be with the person who wants certain limit's.And not to mention about that childhood love   fuck em all.....Damn annoyed damnit

Why should yo be that special person for me? Yo Good morinin msg turns my day around but no msgs not even a forward cos yo got nothin to  talk to me but got all nonsense to talk along with yo friends.Ad mist hardships we want a special someone why should i allow yo to be tht special someone for me.Yo want that special someone to call yo or text yo yo check yo mob so many times but still yo cant find any text from them.Yo always have a special place for them in which yo don't want others to come.Its strange how place time and word can remind yo those person.Before, yo come home during noon yo rush to check yo mob for msg's but now yo dont want to go home itself.I'm not blaming nor pointing the finger at yew for all these hustings none to blame.i have no regrets.But the pain and thinking that yew arent with me thats it.

Its not that I want yew with me every time.But its just I dont want any1 else to have yew for a second.Yeah possessiveness is what 'm taking about.

Damn feelings but why do i get these when nothing is gonna change giving onli hurts. I read my imaniculousme post often but still i cant keep my mind in control.I'm emotional i accept not to all.Nowadays the count of ppl i'm emotional to are also coming down not cos they are leaving me cos i dont feel comfortable with them :( sorry guys but i need time maybe a lot i suppose.

Why am i writing here?I dont know.Yo know when yo sent a msg how are yew I was flying but still i couldnt reply yew :( I wasnt sick today but hard feelings for yew couldnt just resist it.

Almost all of my friends who know about us can able to guess why i'm depressed all they is she's not worth it.She thinks yew as one of the guys and not as Sino.she's cheating blah blah blah but i know about yew the person who yo actually are about your priorities then why I cant let yo go? 

even a movie reminds me of yew.Think of it a car journey to the loneliset beach ever a sunset yo and I start to walk i stop for a while yo turn around,I fall on my knees and give yo a ring.

Damn yo wont see tis but still why why why? Cos I love ya still.Deep in my heart I still haven't changed I haven showed it for a while.

Even fa this b'day I wish yew again.Btw I dont like my b'day to come.Yo'll be busy and will say happy b'day have a blast then say nothing and hang the phone. :( 

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With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so

What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on

And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
Picking up those pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty withing them

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Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you


Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Girl it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

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Her eyes make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Yeah, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say



When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
Her laugh, she hates but I think it's so amazing

She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while

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I'd rather be with you
Until I'm through
Oh yes, I do
I'd rather be with you
Until that day we'll fly away
I just love
That smiling face
In the early sun
If I can't have you
To myself, then life's no fun

I need to be bold
Need to jump in the cold water
Need to grow older with a girl like you
Finally see you are naturally
The one to make it so easy
When you show me the truth
Yeah, I'd rather be with you
Say you want the same thing too
Now here's the sun, come to dry the rain
Warm my shoulders and relieve my pain
You're the one thing that I'm missing here
With you beside me I no longer fear

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I know it might seem silly for yew but gal yo make me like this.Yo only yo in the end I wish to have.

life's changing yo r the change..... 

donno how many tyms this is goinig to prove me correct.

Life's like $^&*!*#*!?<>!+_| tried to defined but cudnt.

Want to write about this but cudnt

want to talk to yew soon ........... ;) 

the night that wasnt to be..............

MISSIN YEW TOOO BAD NOW

crazy life

its alwaz silly that when yo want to forget a person,the hapenigs in yo life alwayz makes it to remember them...

allow me to prove it........

On a bright clear day,I decide to forget Kits

♯ But on that day to my surprise, Priya who neva wishes to talk about her starts to pronounce her name in most part of the convesation

♯ yo best buddy who gets tension hen her name is being called out starts to call her name

♯ worst part yo call up a frind of yo's & she's got the exact voice of the person yo want to forget.

♯ yo start to do a work & her fav song comes in the playlist

♯ yo meet yo sis & she enquires about her. :D :D :D 

# yo happen to see a phone & that is exact as that of her's with that weird yellow panel 

life's is crazy :P    

 such a lame post :P sick aint it but still ;) 

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stuck

everyone's getting committed nowadays it seems to easy but why still I cant be with another ? 

what will yo do when all the people in yo gang & committed and yo best friend to gets committed & she tells yo...all i could think why are yo so far away from me....??

Everyday i see couples walking by others riding in bike's and stuff's every time I think we could be like that Just yo and me......Gosh I wonder how a small Hi from yo makes my day so amazing & I could get peaceful sleeps but yo so so rarely do that once in a blue moon....Still nothing can change me....cos i cant find anyone better than yo....

Getting into a relationship is a piece of cake.I see people who were heart broken whose love fails gets another person in due time within some 2 months.phew....relationships are the best but not these 

the feelings between yo & me..i neva think can get with anyone else........all I know is that nothing has changed from my side........

12-09-10

Time changes everything fuck it....

Feeling damn lonely & sick. Every night sleep its painful.... wish i had no heart to feel for. 

Though i'm surrounded with ppl most of the time I still find something missing in my life ...

Lost somewhere no where to go left behind humiliated embarrassed feeling low....

Of all the worst things text a person wat yo feel abt them & they post their answer in facebook

Cant even be true to me...Others find time to come online & comment on others status but text them no reply..... 

I dont like to blog tooo but stillll...... :X :X :X

Have I told you how good it feels to be me,
when I'm in you?
I can only stay clean
when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?

Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.

Maybe I'm addicted,

I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
'till I hit reality
and I lose it all...
I lose it all...

You're the only reason,
Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying,
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying,
Don't want to lose it all,
Don't want to lose it all,
I'm trying, I'm trying..
I'm trying ...
Yeah, you know I'm addicted,
You know I'm addicted,
Yeah, you know I'm addicted....

The Sun setting on the Crimson Cloud.

Birds  basking at the sea shore.

The ground covered with the golden leaves.

As he waits for her to appear by.....

The gentle evening breeze blew up her hairs that unveiled her face

There she stood with the same smile that broke him apart.

She hurts him a lot & he hates her.

But her magic smile & her voice has a spell over him ,

The spell that makes him fall for her.

He loved her much but he wasnt willing to show it

Cos he never got what he expected in return.

Nor he never told her that he loved her.

He acted care free while she as care free.

He didnt want her to know that he loved her

He was submissive & she was very much authoritative.

He accepted her the way she was &

Never wanted to let her go.

But Nothing lasts forever.

They stood staring each other

They wanted the other to approach first

Finally he walked up to her & greeted her.

They started their friendly conversation.

Time flew away within the wink of the eye.

He wished to see her throughout the day &

Wanted to spend time with her &

Wanted her all for himself.

She was about to depart

He wished time could just stop by.

It was time to leave he felt strange all of a sudden

He elt as if his heart skipped some beats

He felt the rush of blood through his veins

He wanted to stop her but he felt paralyzed

But then he took her hand

pulled her closer & hugged her &

said "Never Lever Me"

The closeness they had wasnt just enough

He wanted her her alone & no one wlse

The gaps of his hands can be filled by her alone....

She pushed him & said what took yo so lonjg to say this?

Havent yo ever noticed it in me?

Love yo idiot..

And then they walked away holding each other's hands

A promise of eternal love

Relationship's the most complicated things in the world

Yo are attracted to a person but that person doesn't give a damn about yo

Yo love a person so deep that you'll do anything they want for...even it means for a breakup...

yo know love is the best and the worst things that could happen to yo....

the happy endings are what we always want for. when ever we see a couple walking by..a love song playing somewhere yo heart melts the places that yo used to spend together.

Surviving through the heart breaks & the lill heart attacks through the embarrassment through the rough days through the sweet memories our heart aches for that one person who'll make us happy..Though they may not be the perfect one's but no one can ever replace them yo still hope that someday they'll come back to yo...

Those phone calls text e-mails gifts dreams fights ego's all everything may look like too childish  but still no matter what yo need someone at some point of yo own life.....

I don't know about others but I myself  I value each and every relationship's I need them at all cost...I'm not tht much mature to take care of myself...I need someone with me... :) I'm still a kid :P

BTW Dont mess up with the relationship's love but don't love too much nor too little & for yo my sweet heart I Love Yo big time....Maybe I'll wait fa the tide to change.....

Missin yo idiot... 

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DiScLoSuRe-1

At Infinite time At Infinite universe things happenings around you are "InEvItAbLe". So the meeting of these two people was also Inevitable. He ascended from one region of the city while she was from another. Academics instead of bringing two great minds together brought these two persons together Its very rare that you get the person of your dreams. Every time you see a romantic flick or so yo wish that yo companion was like that like this and stuffs. Yo wish yo could fid them spend the rest of life with them. When yo have a yo wish on life yo wish for these kinda people. These two were very much obsessed on their unknown companions & loved them & wished & tried to find them asap. As luck would have it they ended in the same Grad School. Both had sailed the ocean of life in a tough trough & landed here. Their love wont seem as easy as it is.

The rest to be continued...... :)

22nd august =D tym goes a lot faster its been an year. The best feeling yo are missing yo dear one & they r msgin yo it hppnd today but I was bugged after the lill conversation of our's after all these days.Let me sat whats the worst feel You want to talk to a person so badly but yo cant them >(',')< .slept for most part  of the day.climate sucked big tym though it was rainin I dont feel any good about it.Feeling much lonelier the empty streets the bone numbing breeze I dnt like them.Crap those songs which makes me to think about you. All but for no use. Cant find the warmth that i need Miss yo big tym.Maybe i neva stopped lovin you but stopped showing it. I have just only one life & I dnt want to miss yo like this. No one can fit in yo place come back soon. Love ya idiot.

Those Three Words

Those Three Words that changed my life.Yup its the same I Love You. Life-You never know what will happen "At Infinite Time & At Infinite Universe Things Happening Are Inevitable". Ya life's taking a lot of turns & this is something that I never wanted to happen but now things are Inevitable. A Person to whom I can look forward to any time a Person who would be there though the whole world is against me.A Person with whom I feel complete A person with whom I can get along A Person whom I can Love for without any regret a person to always count on & a person to love me. Big time since I wrote stuffs like thins but know what "Being Single Always Rocks" No need to worry no need of confusions & stuffs Just Me and the world Single yet Strong. I'm in love & the love of a lifetime crazy as it is but still happier I'm with it. We dont get along but still we are the best. Eternal it is.

undefined

life's pretty messed up. Cant really define anythin. Life is more than just a mystery now. This July really had bring a lot of events in its way just as an year ago. And somethings in the Rain a fantasy maybe or may not. Each drop the freshness and stuffs.Apart from that i...I'm undefined right now cant fit under any roof. Obviously i'm not likin it. K lets wind up. Whateva situation yo r in yo attitude only decides it.....

Adios. Tc

7-7-2010

a very long tiring day 

I wanted to blog about something so special but no tym/energy  for now

:( :( :( 

tc adios

Happenings of 3-7-10

I am bored/not ok.

I actually wanted to blog about my imagination character & about a miscellaneous fiction story

but i ended up with Scribbles 3.

Life aint going as good as it was.

I'm nt liking my present scenario.

I'm unable to think something choking me off i dont know what that is.

And my coll & its activities are so fuckin annoying.

Had my coll on Saturday wanted to bunk bt still went

Somewhere in the first half of second period an announcement calling out all students to assemble at the cricket ground for filming =D 

The film is about return of Gandhi to the present India & he talks about other reformations to be held.

Damn they made us to sit in the scorching sun.

It was total bull shit ,Crap the management.

After this they said we can leave by noon @ least they made this consideration.

I went to my coll boys hostel the so called "Torture Cell' 

it wasnt that much good but still most of the students opt for it.

After that the long borin wait for buses to depart 

Inside the bus I felt so bored 

This K K Nagar bus is so damn borin here ppl do just two things either sleep or put the worst mokkai

S'day I supposed to sit next to a senior Vicky & I started a little conversation with him 

I bursted to laughter after hearing to it  

At first he was tryin to ask fa water to a senior girl.I was watching will he ask it soon or just drag like any other guys.As i expected he dragged as others.He prepared to ask water when the bottle was full of water but he ended when a little amount of water was left in it.He was asking for water for 5 minutes ha ha ha.I was smiling as all these things happened then he showed his seniority kinda trying to control me."Why dont yo try something new other than this" I replied then he became normal & we were talking.It so happened that he fell in love with a junior in my bus he always sit in the front i used to wonder why but s'day it became clear he was gazing at her all time.Till date he had done nothing except gazing at her.I wonder why people beat around the bush & how do they fall in love just so instantly while looking at people.

Apart from this there's another guy in my class, Ankit  he too fell in love in a similar way with Nirmala he had d girls no but still he didnt msg.He started to msg some 2 days before and the gal  didnt believe it was him.she sent another guy-Mohammad from her class to enquire who's no was it.And Mohammad obliged to her request and did the same now a prob between this Ankit  & Mohammad.It didnt stop with this The girl happened to pass by our class he started shoutin Helo Hello & then the entie class started shouting the same.Silly & childish.

This group shouting occurs often for another guy whenever a girl passes by.

And another friend of mine-Nandha who gets damn excited whenever he hears about love stuffs of others he talks so much philosophy about love.Grow up ppl grow up.

Ya i forgot to tell another guy Praveen he is that type of guy who uses others for his own use.Never did he ask me even if he did I will not.We dont talk in our coll premises though its almost 2 weeks since our coll started he ever talked to e nor did I talk.S'day I happen to stand by his gf's bus he came to me & stared talking to me He asked how things are going in my life & started to talk about some rubbish but I didnt reply to him he then went to see another friend.These people sound so strange/self fish to me.

Just one saying for all these people 

Some People Are Alive Because Its Illegal To Shoot Them 

Adios.

p.s:The names used are fictional but these character do exist.

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Grow up ppl.Yo all r so out of my league

Scribbles 3

I stay in love with you

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I knowWe said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby,
I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV

 
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

 I stay in love
In love with you.

p.s : Scribbles are miscellaneous 

wish right now

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)


Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)


Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job, before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
Then maybe yo maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape
And back before I tried to cover up my slang
But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this sh-t
So here I stand and then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

vIdEo LiNk 

   

=P

=)

Scribbles 2

Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You

Wish I could Stop By
And Maybe Say “Hi”
Wish I could jus Stop By
And Lay By Your Side

The Tables have Turned
And I’ve Finally Learned
That this is Makin Up for Every Day I was Gone
And that’s Why I’m Concerned
But Now it’s Confirmed
That You Spread Your Wings and Learned to Fly All Alone

Darkness in the Night
I’ll Find that Light for You
As Long as I got Eyes
I’ll have a Sight for You
Long as I am Alive Baby I’d Die for You
I Wanna Be With You

You’re Always On My Mind
While I’m Racin
While I’m Paper Chasin
You Were There when I said One Day I’d Get Up Out that basement
Playin as My Agent
For You, There’s No Replacement
You Will Always Be My Girl
and You can Hold Me on that Statement

p.s : Scribbles are miscellaneous

25th of June 2010

I dont know how and why each time i want to blog on a big post after many days the rain comes down ;) 

anyways i'm happy about it !

Got my llr & i'm learnin to drive car yipeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Car drivin is phunnnnnnnnnnnnn :)

and things around me not soooooooooooo good nor bad =P

Hmm other than that i'm toooooooooooooooooooooo happy now !! :)

This rain is makin me sooooooo happy 

not to forget the fact that rain means sorrow/sadness for most of te ppl

no matter whateva situation yo r there's happiness !!

Yo cant be sure of livin about tommorow &

Tommorrow aint the end of day  

 Live for the moment & rock on :)

about 3 weeks since i blogged
the basic blog templates have been changed & so the blog settings :)


hmmm wanted to write a lot but ri8 nw nothings comin in my mind :( :( :'(


tc

Bored

Its so borin 

yup havin xam mrw but still notin so interestin nw ?? 

sigh >.< 

Damn bored

JuSt

I remembered black skies
the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash
as time began to blur
Like a startling sign
that fate had finally found me

And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
the distance in your eyes

Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

There was nothing in sight
but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
between where we were standing

In every loss
in every lie
In every truth that you'd deny
And each regret
and each goodbye
was a mistake to great to hide

 So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes

Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

 

P.S not real....just =)