Heya. I decided this post just for you. Hope that yo read it just in time.Remember this is a post for you onli. Well time passed between us almost 3 years since we knew each other. Its my first post of the year and almost a year since my post was published. Days without you are becoming worse and is frustrating. Days like this its just gets worse no matter how much i want to come out of it. Regular absenteeism from coll, dormant and inactive and all sorts of things. Its not that I'm missing you but more deeply something keeps smothering me i cant figure it out. Writing a post for you like this is what I least expected but still how to tell yo these things. And most importantly yo didn't return my calls on yo birthday too. So mean and bad of yo. Couldn't yo think what yo birthday meant for me. And what did i do to deserve this lady. Do this is what i get for being with you huh? Idiot. Sometimes life just seems so empty without you though I'm surrounded by people. Never mind i know that would be a reason for it. But.....
And why all these problems an complications n your life that yo are creating for yourself. You said yo can deal with it but can yo seriously. More than myself I'm bothered about you. Couldn't you get that in your mind.
The relationship that we share is way more to describe it. We had been through tough times in our lives and still we have a long way to go. You keep pushing yourself and that is bothering me than any other thing. I tried everything but I'm sorry. Yo need to be the change. Stop this maniac madness start living with what yo desire. Remember what the mind can conceive and believe it can achieve. There is just a thin line of hope in this world just hold on to it dont worry it wont break. As long as yo believe it yo can be happy. Hope is a good thing maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies.
If yo can trust me then trust this too "You cant cheat yourself for a long time"
Stop thinking too much and change yo negative thinking. Think about yo and yo life for now stop living for others. Decide where yo are going to be in the next 10 & 40 years from now. Stop all and start. For its you who is going to live this life follow your heart.
Do yo remember the phrase that I say about you being my world but now yo have and I cant see in despair and depressed state. Kindly blossom once again,let the stars shine bright and let the sunrise and start a new beginning. Let there be light
With Love
Sino :)
P.S: Don't forget to take the juice with you .
