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Wednesday

7-7-2010

a very long tiring day 

I wanted to blog about something so special but no tym/energy  for now

:( :( :( 

tc adios

Sunday

Happenings of 3-7-10

I am bored/not ok.
I actually wanted to blog about my imagination character & about a miscellaneous fiction story
but i ended up with Scribbles 3.
Life aint going as good as it was.
I'm nt liking my present scenario.
I'm unable to think something choking me off i dont know what that is.
And my coll & its activities are so fuckin annoying.
Had my coll on Saturday wanted to bunk bt still went
Somewhere in the first half of second period an announcement calling out all students to assemble at the cricket ground for filming =D 
The film is about return of Gandhi to the present India & he talks about other reformations to be held.
Damn they made us to sit in the scorching sun.
It was total bull shit ,Crap the management.
After this they said we can leave by noon @ least they made this consideration.
I went to my coll boys hostel the so called "Torture Cell' 
it wasnt that much good but still most of the students opt for it.

After that the long borin wait for buses to depart 
Inside the bus I felt so bored 
This K K Nagar bus is so damn borin here ppl do just two things either sleep or put the worst mokkai
S'day I supposed to sit next to a senior Vicky & I started a little conversation with him 
I bursted to laughter after hearing to it  

At first he was tryin to ask fa water to a senior girl.I was watching will he ask it soon or just drag like any other guys.As i expected he dragged as others.He prepared to ask water when the bottle was full of water but he ended when a little amount of water was left in it.He was asking for water for 5 minutes ha ha ha.I was smiling as all these things happened then he showed his seniority kinda trying to control me."Why dont yo try something new other than this" I replied then he became normal & we were talking.It so happened that he fell in love with a junior in my bus he always sit in the front i used to wonder why but s'day it became clear he was gazing at her all time.Till date he had done nothing except gazing at her.I wonder why people beat around the bush & how do they fall in love just so instantly while looking at people.

Apart from this there's another guy in my class, Ankit  he too fell in love in a similar way with Nirmala he had d girls no but still he didnt msg.He started to msg some 2 days before and the gal  didnt believe it was him.she sent another guy-Mohammad from her class to enquire who's no was it.And Mohammad obliged to her request and did the same now a prob between this Ankit  & Mohammad.It didnt stop with this The girl happened to pass by our class he started shoutin Helo Hello & then the entie class started shouting the same.Silly & childish.

This group shouting occurs often for another guy whenever a girl passes by.

And another friend of mine-Nandha who gets damn excited whenever he hears about love stuffs of others he talks so much philosophy about love.Grow up ppl grow up.

Ya i forgot to tell another guy Praveen he is that type of guy who uses others for his own use.Never did he ask me even if he did I will not.We dont talk in our coll premises though its almost 2 weeks since our coll started he ever talked to e nor did I talk.S'day I happen to stand by his gf's bus he came to me & stared talking to me He asked how things are going in my life & started to talk about some rubbish but I didnt reply to him he then went to see another friend.These people sound so strange/self fish to me.

Just one saying for all these people 

Some People Are Alive Because Its Illegal To Shoot Them 

Adios.

p.s:The names used are fictional but these character do exist.

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Grow up ppl.Yo all r so out of my league


Scribbles 3

I stay in love with you

Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby,
I stay in love with you


It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
 
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

 I stay in love
In love with you.

















p.s : Scribbles are miscellaneous