everyone's getting committed nowadays it seems to easy but why still I cant be with another ? 

what will yo do when all the people in yo gang & committed and yo best friend to gets committed & she tells yo...all i could think why are yo so far away from me....??

Everyday i see couples walking by others riding in bike's and stuff's every time I think we could be like that Just yo and me......Gosh I wonder how a small Hi from yo makes my day so amazing & I could get peaceful sleeps but yo so so rarely do that once in a blue moon....Still nothing can change me....cos i cant find anyone better than yo....

Getting into a relationship is a piece of cake.I see people who were heart broken whose love fails gets another person in due time within some 2 months.phew....relationships are the best but not these 

the feelings between yo & me..i neva think can get with anyone else........all I know is that nothing has changed from my side........

12-09-10

Time changes everything fuck it....

Feeling damn lonely & sick. Every night sleep its painful.... wish i had no heart to feel for. 

Though i'm surrounded with ppl most of the time I still find something missing in my life ...

Lost somewhere no where to go left behind humiliated embarrassed feeling low....

Of all the worst things text a person wat yo feel abt them & they post their answer in facebook

Cant even be true to me...Others find time to come online & comment on others status but text them no reply..... 

I dont like to blog tooo but stillll...... :X :X :X

Have I told you how good it feels to be me,
when I'm in you?
I can only stay clean
when you are around.
Don't let me fall.
If I close my eyes forever,
would it ease the pain?
Could I breathe again?

Maybe I'm addicted,
I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

I am wasted away,
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There is a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.

Maybe I'm addicted,

I'm out of control,
but you're the drug
that keeps me from dying.
Maybe I'm a liar,
but all I really know is
you're the only reason I'm trying.

When you're lying next to me
love is going through to me.
Oh it's beautiful.
Everything is clear to me
'till I hit reality
and I lose it all...
I lose it all...

You're the only reason,
Yeah, you're the only reason I'm trying,
Oh, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying,
Don't want to lose it all,
Don't want to lose it all,
I'm trying, I'm trying..
I'm trying ...
Yeah, you know I'm addicted,
You know I'm addicted,
Yeah, you know I'm addicted....